To the great pain and complaint of nearly everybody I know - which says a lot about them, and the vast majority of people in this world - at the beginning of 2019 I changed the course of my life completely. This is the story of why.
My life up to 2019 was spent aimless. I had no motivation, no goals, no skills, and no real purpose or understanding in life. I was a depressed, suicidal human drone that lived for nothing more than to feel pleasure and be entertained. This is partly the blame of my parents, partly the blame of their parents, their parents, etc., but most of the blame of this degenerate society which has negatively influenced every generation for the past 100 years.
Don't believe me? Think the 1950s was a better time? Just go take a look at most musical lyrics from popular songs of that era. Spoiler, they're mostly about fornication, and giving women undue glorification - and no, chasing women is not the purpose of life. In fact, a woman is nothing more than a helper for a man. A man is the slave of God, and woman is the slave of God and subservient helper of man.
My digression aside, I was brought up in school systems and taught nothing useful at all. As many of my fellow government-school babies can relate, I wasn't even taught how to function in the very society for which I was already a part of, and told to further partake of. It is thus obvious to anybody who grew up in a similar manner that school systems are purposefully pumping out clueless men and women.
Despite all that, I was a happy, mostly uncorrupted kid. I had a natural knack for avoiding negative situations. In high school, many of my friend groups were smoking weed and cigarettes, using harmful drugs, drinking, and fornicating. For whatever reason, that kind of lifestyle never appealed to me and I always turned down any offers to partake.
After high school I joined the u.s. Army as an infantryman for the purpose of going to the Mid-East and, in my own words, "killing those people who killed innocents." I, of course, sill had no idea what I wanted to do long term and was quite naive in the thinking that I could do good in such a manner. But, I desired to get away from my parents. Parents who I very much disliked at the time. Parents who failed to instill in me what the true nature of reality was - that reality of being a slave to God-through-Christ, and of spiritual warfare.
While in the Army, I was often made fun of for always smiling. I even remember when I used to tell people that I didn't think depression was real. In hind sight, I was very wrong.
One day my squad leader, SSG Cowell, came up to me and said something that I've never forgotten. Something that has since reminded me of how sad this life really is.
Cowell sauntered up and casually leaned over to see what I was doing. He tilted his head, said, "Barnes, you're always smiling."
I looked up from prepping my ruck and my gear, a big smile creeping up on my face. "I am?" I replied, pausing to think about it, "Yeah, I guess I am, Sergeant."
He canted his head the other way, breathed in through his teeth as if frustrated that he himself had lost such joviality. "That's good, Barnes. Don't ever stop," he said, patting me on the shoulder and stepping away. Perhaps reminded of all the young naive men he had trained in his career.
Well, let's just say I've since stopped smiling. For the rest of my military career I was still fairly happy. I still didn't think depression was real, despite being sad or lonely every once in a while. But responsibilities and stress started to take their toll. It wouldn't be until my first heartbreak with what I considered to be my first real girlfriend in 2016, that my outlook on life changed.
After that breakup I became a different person. I was wary of others, especially women. I stopped trusting as easily, I stopped being happy and smiling all the time. I had frequent outbursts of a rage I'd kept mostly in check since childhood. I couldn't drink anymore, as the slightest insult would set me off. I came to know what depression was. I felt suicidal. I often found myself thinking: How could this have happened? I used to be so happy.
It happened because she was the first woman I fell in love with. But, despite my one-sided love, we were not a good match. She was very rude to me, to everybody, really. She herself said that she was a negative person. I put it together that she previously had some bad relationships which had damaged her. However, due to the failings of my upbringing, I was not an upright ("good") man and did not know how to uplift her.
I spent the period of time between 2016-2018 severely angry, depressed, and suicidal. I began to cling to whatever would make me feel better. And what made me feel better was philosophy, and the emotion of politics. I started to realize that something about our society wasn't quite right. It felt hollow, pointless, fruitless. There was nothing in it for me, as I never had a desire for money, and always wanted to be married to a good woman whom with to raise a family.
I had a goal to join the federal government in order to provide for that potential future family, and I thought it was going to work out perfectly. Trump had won the election, and I voted for him and saw him as a savior. One who could re-instill morality in this Union's society. By the time I would have my Bachelor's degree I would be joining a government run by a man that I thought was very great. I was still naive, despite having a better understanding of the hardships of life. I've since learned that no man can be a savior.
It was Christmas 2018 that I experienced the event that turned me fully to God-in-Christ. The event that lead to my entire family coming to the conclusion that I was crazy.
That Christmas day I got in a fight with my dad and step-mom. While we were all sitting around opening gifts, me and my brother were taunting one another, back and forth. My dad and step-mom were watching when my brother used the number of women he had been with as a one-up. I was content to be silent, as I'm sure he had slept with more women then me. Suddenly my dad and step-mom also chimed in to make fun of my ability to "get women." That set me off in a rage, and severed any bond I had to them. I spewed foul language, stormed out of the house and thought about killing them then offing myself.
It had made me angry because neither my mom or dad had taught me about women. I had learned everything from my peers, society, and porn. So, that meant sex, sex, and more sex. That was all I knew as to the purpose of a woman, even though deep down I had always had this dream of marrying a good, wholesome, kind, supporting woman. I didn't know how to find her, or to behave in the manner that attracted her. I had already lived the one-night stand nonsense of modernity, which always left me feeling worse, not better as society claims. Each morning after, I was more empty, more depressed.
I was sickened by my own life, by my rage and thoughts. I don't know how it happened but I came to God. Or, rather, God reached out to me and pulled me close.
I'm not sure what I did in January and February. But sometime in March, at around two in the morning in my living room, I discovered that the Roman Catholic church of Constantine had changed the real day of God's ordained Sabbath from saturday to sunday. I also learned that saturday (Sabbath day) was the 7th day of the week, and sunday the 1st day.
Sitting there on my couch, alone in the dark, with a smile on my face I began to weep uncontrollably. It was the culminating miraculous understanding that this whole american society, and everything we've ever been taught in it is a malicious lie. Only by the Lord God Omnipotent's merciful intervention could such a seemingly insignificant fact have made me turn wholly to God-in-Christ. This simple understanding explained everything that had gone wrong in my life. It explained the failure of my parents, it explained my behavior and feelings, it explained the failure of this disgusting society which glorifies fornication, sodomy, money, killing, violence, pedophilia, and all other unclean, unworthy things.
That same month, I began a cover-to-cover reading of the Scripture within the Bible, and finished it 8 months later in November. Hungry for more of God's inspired works, I began to seek out other Scripture. I've since read the Book of Enoch, the Book of Adam & Eve, all the KJV "Apocrypha", and am now on to the "Pseudopigrapha," Life of Mary, and other workings attributed to even Christ the Messiah.
My new, true-Christian path in life has alienated me from society, family, and old friends. However, I've gained new friends, men who seek God-in-Christ. And, although I still have that depression, a loneliness which hasn't gone away since 2016, I am no longer suicidal nor as angry. Yet, there is still a sadness inside me that grows as I learn more and more about the deliberate inversion (malicious perversion) of this society, and world. Scripture speaks of this in Ecclesiasticus 21:11-12,
"He that keepeth the law of the Lord getteth the understanding thereof: and the perfection of the fear of the Lord is wisdom. He that is not wise will not be taught: but there is a wisdom which multiplieth bitterness."
Since coming to God-in-Christ, I have begun to receive dreams. One such dream gave me the story and motivation to write a large series of novels - many dreams that have followed have given me supplementary ideas and content. Other dreams have shown me visions of the future. And yet still, other dreams are nightmares, recurring un-identifiable demons.
These demonic nightmares always take place in a dreamspace of my own home, and often consist of sleep paralyzation. This is spiritual warfare. With counsel from Aaron, my cousin and brother-in-Christ, I know this to be because I came to God in such a dramatic and sudden way. This has painted a target on my spirit to the enemies of God. I only tell you this that if by some chance my experiences lead you to God-in-Christ, just know that life doesn't automatically become easy-mode. In fact, your life will be more difficult, perhaps even more depressing in certain ways. But, in other ways it will also greatly improve, just as it has in mine.
God bless,
Logos Prevailing.
19 December 2019
Prophecy: President Donald J. Trump Dies in His Third Term
As I have already posted, some months ago, I received a vision from a being calling itself the "Archangel of the feeling of antiquity." This angel showed me a MAGA hat with the Roman numeral for "III" in its center, then asked me what I thought that meant. In my dream I audibly stated that the III represented three terms. This is important because I did not have any other understanding outside of DJT's III terms. Now I do.
After reading the so called "Apocrypha," which is called a "non-canonical" book of the Bible - as if men get to decide what is inspired by God, and what is not - I have researched the prophecy of the eagle which was witnessed by Esdras. I have done further supplemental research from this website, which is prophecy discussion from a man by the name Thomas S. Gibson.
In that prophecy, twelve presidents are foretold starting with Hoover, the second of which would serve longer than all others (FDR with his 4 terms). Those twelve were completed with Bill Clinton.
Then, eight presidents will rise and only two of which shall serve out their full terms. Those two being Bush Jr., and Obama. The remaining six will be cut short. In this sense it is not literal time served, but rather their terms that are meant to be served not being completed.
The interpretation given to Esdras in 2 Esdras 12:21:
"And two of them shall perish, the middle time approaching: four shall be kept until their end begin to approach: but two shall be kept unto the end."
After reading the so called "Apocrypha," which is called a "non-canonical" book of the Bible - as if men get to decide what is inspired by God, and what is not - I have researched the prophecy of the eagle which was witnessed by Esdras. I have done further supplemental research from this website, which is prophecy discussion from a man by the name Thomas S. Gibson.
In that prophecy, twelve presidents are foretold starting with Hoover, the second of which would serve longer than all others (FDR with his 4 terms). Those twelve were completed with Bill Clinton.
Then, eight presidents will rise and only two of which shall serve out their full terms. Those two being Bush Jr., and Obama. The remaining six will be cut short. In this sense it is not literal time served, but rather their terms that are meant to be served not being completed.
The interpretation given to Esdras in 2 Esdras 12:21:
"And two of them shall perish, the middle time approaching: four shall be kept until their end begin to approach: but two shall be kept unto the end."
This means: Two will die in office close to the middle of their term (Trump & another future president). Four will be kept in office until very close to the end of their term (four future presidents). Two will complete their terms (Bush Jr. & Obama).
Prepare yourselves accordingly, ye slaves of God-in-Christ.
Logos Prevailing.
16 December 2019
A Spiritual Guide for Murdoch Murdoch
Don't get all in a huff at the notion that I find pro-European nazi-larpers to be quite agreeable company. I find them to be hilarious, and very truthful in some regards. And no, I am not a naz-larper myself. Hitler drove a nail into the German people's proverbial coffin. And, as Owen Benjamin said, "Hitler should have homesteaded." However, I would love to sit down with the Murdochs and discuss faith, or any other less important topics regarding these latter times of the earth realm.
I popped in to Murdoch Murdoch's fan-run website to see how my favorite lovable nazi-larpers were doing. It turns out by their latest AMA they're doing well, and have experienced some changes in their views as of late. These changes are important because it reflects the collective change in views that the People in the united states at large, are going through.
Dr. Murdoch is making great gains in the battle of reality - that being of spiritual warfare - by his delving into the New Testament; Murdoch continues his research into paganism, and other fruitless religions and false-gods; and Murdoch Chan is continuing to be a based house wife. God bless all three of them.
This change that I mentioned is the Prevailing of Logos. Young men and women all over the greater u.s. are realizing that the current political system, even with what was supposed to be a god emperor working for them, is simply not working. It is clearly evident that no matter who or what you vote for, that vote is meaningless. The government of the united states has NOT been working for the People for well over a hundred years. Donald Trump, with his undying support for foreigners and Israel, is no different.
Israel. The modern farce of a bygone nation of antiquity. One that so-called "Christians" will give up their own children's inheritance of faith, tradition, nation, and material object to support. Israel, a nation that by that very faith which these fake-christians claim to follow, is no longer existent.
Herein lies the difficulty facing the MM trio: they are still larping as nazis, and not embracing the Christ who is the most anti-Jewish person to have ever existed (Yes, I know he was ethnically Arab/Jew). Now, I understand where MM are coming from, and I am also pro-European and pro-Norse (the term "white" is a construct of Jewry). I also see how MM could take WWII Germany as something to strive for - and in some ways it is something worth striving for. But, Dr. Murdoch, despite now being in Mark, still tiptoes around the idea of publicly calling out the Jews called the Synagogue of Satan in Revelation 2:9.
Nobody calls out the Jews more than Christians. For Christianity is the fulfillment of Judaism, meaning that modern Jews are really not Jews at all. With the Christ, to be a Jew is to be a Christian.
Dr. Murdoch goes on to say that he was dropping "liberty pills" on people. The USS Liberty was the intelligence gathering ship that the Jewish ethno-state called Israel blew out of the water in WWII. What most likely happened was the Liberty intercepted some secret transmission of Israel's, probably related to the u.s. government, pedophilia, or some other sinful thing, and Israel subsequently attacked our ship.
Informing people of the USS Liberty is all well and good, but forget the stupid Jewish pills! Tell them the whole truth! Those fake, satanist Israeli Jews murdered our American Sailors, and they used rockets that flew just above the water line (meaning they couldn't be detected) to do it! Israel is NOT the ally of the American People, but the ally of Lucifer, our satanist u.s. government, and all other fallen ones and unclean spirits.
If MM would just realize that Christianity is the ultimate tool to defeat the Jews and all other anti-Christs, they would find themselves reaching whole new levels of success and happiness. If MM really dives into the Bible, and especially the books which were removed by Talmudic Rabbis and subsequently called the "Apocrypha," they would fully understand the stakes that us European descended peoples are facing, and that to survive we must embrace God-in-Christ.
For posterity, I am not a "racist" especially being that there is only one race of men created by God, all people on the earth being descended from Adam the first father, and Eve the first mother. However, the different ethnicities of the world have no business intermingling to the extent that they have today. If you look at voting patterns in the u.s.: Africans (blacks) always vote for Africans, Hispanics always vote for Hispanics, and Asians always vote for Asians. Europeans (whites) are the only group of people that do not have this in-group preference to such a strong extent, and that failure to prefer their own will be their undoing.
My fellow European and Norse descended men and women, if you keep convincing yourself of this multi-culti, multi-ethnic lie, you WILL regret it. If you look to history, like with the Native Americans and even ancient Israel, multi-ethnic diversity is ALWAYS the destruction of the people being invaded.
Update: At the hour mark, the trio gets into a debate of religion. Dr. Murdoch is arguing in favor of Christianity, and is on the cusp of realizing the truth of reality. Let us hope that Dr. Murdoch can lead Murdoch and Murdoch Chan to the Truth, and that the three of them can find God-in-Christ. However, all three have a long way yet to go.
I popped in to Murdoch Murdoch's fan-run website to see how my favorite lovable nazi-larpers were doing. It turns out by their latest AMA they're doing well, and have experienced some changes in their views as of late. These changes are important because it reflects the collective change in views that the People in the united states at large, are going through.
Dr. Murdoch is making great gains in the battle of reality - that being of spiritual warfare - by his delving into the New Testament; Murdoch continues his research into paganism, and other fruitless religions and false-gods; and Murdoch Chan is continuing to be a based house wife. God bless all three of them.
This change that I mentioned is the Prevailing of Logos. Young men and women all over the greater u.s. are realizing that the current political system, even with what was supposed to be a god emperor working for them, is simply not working. It is clearly evident that no matter who or what you vote for, that vote is meaningless. The government of the united states has NOT been working for the People for well over a hundred years. Donald Trump, with his undying support for foreigners and Israel, is no different.
Israel. The modern farce of a bygone nation of antiquity. One that so-called "Christians" will give up their own children's inheritance of faith, tradition, nation, and material object to support. Israel, a nation that by that very faith which these fake-christians claim to follow, is no longer existent.
Herein lies the difficulty facing the MM trio: they are still larping as nazis, and not embracing the Christ who is the most anti-Jewish person to have ever existed (Yes, I know he was ethnically Arab/Jew). Now, I understand where MM are coming from, and I am also pro-European and pro-Norse (the term "white" is a construct of Jewry). I also see how MM could take WWII Germany as something to strive for - and in some ways it is something worth striving for. But, Dr. Murdoch, despite now being in Mark, still tiptoes around the idea of publicly calling out the Jews called the Synagogue of Satan in Revelation 2:9.
Nobody calls out the Jews more than Christians. For Christianity is the fulfillment of Judaism, meaning that modern Jews are really not Jews at all. With the Christ, to be a Jew is to be a Christian.
Dr. Murdoch goes on to say that he was dropping "liberty pills" on people. The USS Liberty was the intelligence gathering ship that the Jewish ethno-state called Israel blew out of the water in WWII. What most likely happened was the Liberty intercepted some secret transmission of Israel's, probably related to the u.s. government, pedophilia, or some other sinful thing, and Israel subsequently attacked our ship.
Informing people of the USS Liberty is all well and good, but forget the stupid Jewish pills! Tell them the whole truth! Those fake, satanist Israeli Jews murdered our American Sailors, and they used rockets that flew just above the water line (meaning they couldn't be detected) to do it! Israel is NOT the ally of the American People, but the ally of Lucifer, our satanist u.s. government, and all other fallen ones and unclean spirits.
If MM would just realize that Christianity is the ultimate tool to defeat the Jews and all other anti-Christs, they would find themselves reaching whole new levels of success and happiness. If MM really dives into the Bible, and especially the books which were removed by Talmudic Rabbis and subsequently called the "Apocrypha," they would fully understand the stakes that us European descended peoples are facing, and that to survive we must embrace God-in-Christ.
For posterity, I am not a "racist" especially being that there is only one race of men created by God, all people on the earth being descended from Adam the first father, and Eve the first mother. However, the different ethnicities of the world have no business intermingling to the extent that they have today. If you look at voting patterns in the u.s.: Africans (blacks) always vote for Africans, Hispanics always vote for Hispanics, and Asians always vote for Asians. Europeans (whites) are the only group of people that do not have this in-group preference to such a strong extent, and that failure to prefer their own will be their undoing.
My fellow European and Norse descended men and women, if you keep convincing yourself of this multi-culti, multi-ethnic lie, you WILL regret it. If you look to history, like with the Native Americans and even ancient Israel, multi-ethnic diversity is ALWAYS the destruction of the people being invaded.
Update: At the hour mark, the trio gets into a debate of religion. Dr. Murdoch is arguing in favor of Christianity, and is on the cusp of realizing the truth of reality. Let us hope that Dr. Murdoch can lead Murdoch and Murdoch Chan to the Truth, and that the three of them can find God-in-Christ. However, all three have a long way yet to go.
19 November 2019
The Old Adage, "Women Love Assholes;" "Nice Guys;" and Man's Authority
Many a man cries, "why do women love asshole men?" They will say this, then back up their statement with pitiful excuses such as, "I'm a nice guy! Why won't they date me? I treat women with dignity and respect. I let women pick the restaurant, the time of the date, I even let them walk all over me when they dump me for the asshole!"
News flash, men. Women don't want a nice guy. Women want a man who knows his own authority, and won't allow her to rule him. A woman wants a man who will tell her "no." A woman wants a man who will tell her to be silent when she is trying to start a fight or otherwise becoming hysterical in her emotions.
The problem is that "assholes" are just that, assholes. The asshole has a selfish authority that a worldly woman mistakes for true, God-given authority. A woman will not find a loving husband and father of her children in such a man. Neither will she find the man that will protect and support her. What she will find is the man that will put her down, sexually degrade her, force her to get abortions, and leave her when the next woman comes along looking for the man who knows how to at least act like a man.
You see, to act like a man is not to be a man. To be a man, one must first submit themselves to God-through-Christ. Once that is accomplished, a man on his way to becoming a true-man can learn that God the Father gave him an authority that is equal to every other man on the earth. An authority over the whole earth, the animals, and yes, especially women. Women know this, and think that the asshole has this.
Now you can see why "women love assholes." A woman loves that the asshole man won't cow-tail to her every whim and desire. The asshole won't treat her as some goddess, like the nice guy. The asshole will piss her off. We all know a woman loves to be pissed off. So, piss her off! Tell her that she is lesser than men. Tell her that she should be submissive, polite, humble, and silent when men are speaking. For that is all true.
However, do not mistake knowing that a woman is lesser than a man as an excuse to mistreat her. It is, in fact, quite the contrary. As men, the woman is our responsibility. And this responsibility is not a small one. For it was because of Adam, our first earthly father, that we men - males - bear the sin of the world, not Eve and not woman. For Eve was not yet created from man when the covenant between God and Adam was established. And, all good Christians should understand that sin cannot be repudiated without the law, and there was no law for mankind until the time of the Old Covenant, with Moses.
How then could the sin of tempting Adam to eat of the apple be placed upon one who had not partook of the covenant, the contract, the law, with God? Genesis 3:17, Then to Adam He said, “Because you have heeded the voice of your wife, and have eaten from the tree of which I commanded you, saying, ‘You shall not eat of it’: “Cursed is the ground for your sake; In toil you shall eat of it all the days of your life."
Now you understand that the sins of the world are lain at the feet of men, men being males. This means the state of this world is the blame of men, not women. As men we must take responsibility for our reprobate societies. This degradation that we men have allowed can only be put to an end by men of God-in-Christ knowing their own God-given authority, and no longer giving up our God-given authority to evil governments, women, and children.
Can you see why "women love asshole men," now? They "love" them because the asshole doesn't submit to her. He doesn't allow her to walk all over him. He gets pissed off when she acts the fool - as many a woman is so inclined to do. That is what women want, that man who puts her in her place. Women want to be told what that place in life is. Women want to be given a purpose.
News flash, men. Women don't want a nice guy. Women want a man who knows his own authority, and won't allow her to rule him. A woman wants a man who will tell her "no." A woman wants a man who will tell her to be silent when she is trying to start a fight or otherwise becoming hysterical in her emotions.
The problem is that "assholes" are just that, assholes. The asshole has a selfish authority that a worldly woman mistakes for true, God-given authority. A woman will not find a loving husband and father of her children in such a man. Neither will she find the man that will protect and support her. What she will find is the man that will put her down, sexually degrade her, force her to get abortions, and leave her when the next woman comes along looking for the man who knows how to at least act like a man.
You see, to act like a man is not to be a man. To be a man, one must first submit themselves to God-through-Christ. Once that is accomplished, a man on his way to becoming a true-man can learn that God the Father gave him an authority that is equal to every other man on the earth. An authority over the whole earth, the animals, and yes, especially women. Women know this, and think that the asshole has this.
Now you can see why "women love assholes." A woman loves that the asshole man won't cow-tail to her every whim and desire. The asshole won't treat her as some goddess, like the nice guy. The asshole will piss her off. We all know a woman loves to be pissed off. So, piss her off! Tell her that she is lesser than men. Tell her that she should be submissive, polite, humble, and silent when men are speaking. For that is all true.
However, do not mistake knowing that a woman is lesser than a man as an excuse to mistreat her. It is, in fact, quite the contrary. As men, the woman is our responsibility. And this responsibility is not a small one. For it was because of Adam, our first earthly father, that we men - males - bear the sin of the world, not Eve and not woman. For Eve was not yet created from man when the covenant between God and Adam was established. And, all good Christians should understand that sin cannot be repudiated without the law, and there was no law for mankind until the time of the Old Covenant, with Moses.
How then could the sin of tempting Adam to eat of the apple be placed upon one who had not partook of the covenant, the contract, the law, with God? Genesis 3:17, Then to Adam He said, “Because you have heeded the voice of your wife, and have eaten from the tree of which I commanded you, saying, ‘You shall not eat of it’: “Cursed is the ground for your sake; In toil you shall eat of it all the days of your life."
Now you understand that the sins of the world are lain at the feet of men, men being males. This means the state of this world is the blame of men, not women. As men we must take responsibility for our reprobate societies. This degradation that we men have allowed can only be put to an end by men of God-in-Christ knowing their own God-given authority, and no longer giving up our God-given authority to evil governments, women, and children.
Can you see why "women love asshole men," now? They "love" them because the asshole doesn't submit to her. He doesn't allow her to walk all over him. He gets pissed off when she acts the fool - as many a woman is so inclined to do. That is what women want, that man who puts her in her place. Women want to be told what that place in life is. Women want to be given a purpose.
The "asshole" is only correct in that he doesn't submit to a woman. But, everything else he does is wrong, and is actually worse than what the "nice guy" does. As you should know by now, both the asshole and nice guy are misguided.
The asshole thinks he is the center of the world. The nice guy thinks the woman is the center of the world. The true-man knows, understands, and believes that God-in-Christ is the center of all goodness. The true-man knows that the order is first God, second Christ, third man, and lastly woman. What does that tell you?
It tells you that you should treat all men as equal in authority - that means the pope, the president, kings, and leaders. It also tells you that treating a woman with her due-respect is your responsibility as a man. This responsibility and due-respect being to assign her tasks, to uplift her, to teach her, to guide her, to make her happy, to protect her, to love her, to submit her, and to make her a mother. But, it also entails that you do NOT allow women to rule you, nor other men. Unless, those men are serving God-in-Christ and behaving as good leaders of men.
May God guide those good men who would be leaders of men, and those good women who would be examples for other women.
God bless.
Logos rises.
30 October 2019
Statements of Belief, and Thought
I've said it before, and I'll say it again: It is good for a man to believe in few things, and to think on much.
The reason I say this it because belief is something men die for - their faith, their family, their nation. A profession of belief is a deep conjoining of both emotion, and determination. This is why it is foolish to throw around the phrase, "I believe so," or "I believe [X]." By saying you believe something you are raising it to the level of life and death, or to the level of the spirit. For what if you really believe something?
For example, someone may say: "I believe in God-through-Christ." Is that really true if you also say: "I believe that this person said [X]" when you really don't know if they did, or did not?
Instead, think on much. Literally replace "I believe" with "I think." This way when you say you believe something, yourself and those around you will really know you believe it. This will instill within them, a sense of hope, reliability, and loyalty.
The reason I say this it because belief is something men die for - their faith, their family, their nation. A profession of belief is a deep conjoining of both emotion, and determination. This is why it is foolish to throw around the phrase, "I believe so," or "I believe [X]." By saying you believe something you are raising it to the level of life and death, or to the level of the spirit. For what if you really believe something?
For example, someone may say: "I believe in God-through-Christ." Is that really true if you also say: "I believe that this person said [X]" when you really don't know if they did, or did not?
Instead, think on much. Literally replace "I believe" with "I think." This way when you say you believe something, yourself and those around you will really know you believe it. This will instill within them, a sense of hope, reliability, and loyalty.
29 October 2019
How the Majority of Women Behave, and Other Truths
The VAST majority of women are completely self-centered. Everything is about them and how it makes them feel.
Case 1 - Empathy: Empathy is when one person takes the emotional, or physical pain of another, and brings it on themselves so that they can feel what the other person is feeling. Women are notorious for their empathy. They even take pride in it, and tell men that they should empathize as well. That notion is ridiculous.
Empathy is selfish, and completely self-centered. When one empathizes with another, they are stealing that person's pain, injury, or other form of trauma and putting it on themselves so that they can fit in on the conversation - basically self-spotlighting. In the process of empathizing, the empathizer will often gain sympathy from others in the group, which serves to make them feel good. If it is a group of women, it will be a massive empathizing-fest of selfish non-listeners each trying to tell the other about how THEY feel the same way.
Case 2 - Take Responsibility: Women don't, 'nuff said. Women will lay the blame on a person, situation, or other circumstance for making them feel a certain way. Women will then act or not act based on how the other person made them feel, instead of doing the right thing - especially if they feel it would hurt themselves or the other, which is, again, very selfish.
Case 3 - "Independent women": There are ZERO independent women on the earth. Women will either work for their husband, a male boss (at any level there is always a male who is higher up, even an invisible leader), or they will work for the government which was created by, and for men. If a woman miraculously manages to have her own business with zero male support, she is little more than a slave to a system created by, and for men. If that system fell apart, she would be returned to a purely sexual role.
Case 4 - Authority & Power: Women don't have it. What little authority/power women DO have has been given to them by men, or "okay-ed" by a man - this is a serious cancer in the modern institutions of men. If at anytime the institutions of men should fall, the following would be the fate of all women: raped, murdered, enslaved, whoring/concubining, married, or motherhood. That's it. Until new male institutions could be formed, women would be reduced to purely servile and sexual roles.
Case 5 - Hierarchy: Women don't have one. In all-female prison populations, women always form "pseudo-families." This is a sister-hood of mothers, grandmothers, sisters, etc.
Remember, there are always outliers to any given rule. For this rule, the women who would be outliers would be those who are christian, or members of some other religious group. This is because christianity, and other religions, require some form of selfless sacrifice.
19 October 2019
The Day They Broke the Sky
I can't remember when it happened, the day they broke the sky. All that I can, is that I was just a boy. No different from any other.
I was woken up by my mom. She was crying. Between her hysterical sobs, I want to say that I could discern what she was saying. But that just wouldn't be true. And I've never been one to lie. My father came in, he spoke with a clarity. An authority that could only arise in a moment of chaos, such as this. For this house was a house ruled by mom, like many in those days. But in that moment of uncertainty, we both needed dad. I think he was happy to finally have a say.
I next remember being rushed out of my room, still wearing my black and silver colonial miner pajamas. Through that great big living room window, condensed from the morning cold, I could see my neighbors running suitcases to their car. Landon, my neighborhood friend, was similarly being rushed out, he too still in his pajamas. They weren't as cool as mine. I never saw him again after that day. I guess they never made it.
I was carried into the car, my father assured me, "Everything will be okay."
I was woken up by my mom. She was crying. Between her hysterical sobs, I want to say that I could discern what she was saying. But that just wouldn't be true. And I've never been one to lie. My father came in, he spoke with a clarity. An authority that could only arise in a moment of chaos, such as this. For this house was a house ruled by mom, like many in those days. But in that moment of uncertainty, we both needed dad. I think he was happy to finally have a say.
I next remember being rushed out of my room, still wearing my black and silver colonial miner pajamas. Through that great big living room window, condensed from the morning cold, I could see my neighbors running suitcases to their car. Landon, my neighborhood friend, was similarly being rushed out, he too still in his pajamas. They weren't as cool as mine. I never saw him again after that day. I guess they never made it.
I was carried into the car, my father assured me, "Everything will be okay."
He lied. I didn't know it at the time, or even care. I just wanted to go back to sleep. I was hungry, too. My mom ran into the house, brought out the kitchen - or at least, what food she could carry. I looked out the back window as we drove away, at the home I never saw again. I waved goodbye to Kid, my golden retriever, still chained up behind the white picket fence. Mom made me a sandwich as we drove. The bread tasted like that strawberry lotion she always wore, and was moist from her tears. That was the worst sandwich I ever had.
I came to some time after eating that terrible sandwich, when a man in a grey uniform broke the window on mom's side. He must have wanted mom's necklace, the one with the clear rock, because he tore the buttons on her blouse to get it. She was screaming. Another soldier was slumped forward on the hood, on dad's side. He stared at me with blank eyes, I think he was scared. Dad was outside the car, standing over the soldier. He had a gun in his hand. One of those sidearms, like my colonial miners. He pointed it like them, too. It hurt my ears, as before but I learned to like that sound.
I think we drove for a few days. I really hated the way the wind blew through the broken window. Mom was in the back seat with me, most of the time. She would stroke my hair, and try to hum me to sleep. Sometimes, when the loud noise came back, she wouldn't let go. After, dad's fingers would be white knuckled to the steering wheel. One time, he had a gash on his head, which mom had bandaged. The gun was laying in the passenger seat. I remembered that it looked exactly like the one that Landon had showed me a year before. Sounded like it, too. Thomas never got the chance to hear it that day. I think he would have liked the sound. Landon always said my toys were stupid. I should have shown him instead. But he didn't lie like Thomas had.
I was dizzy, and there was warmth falling in my eye. I picked up the sidearm, pointed it, just like the colonial miners. Just like before. Bang. Bang. Bang. It had more kick than I remembered, made my ears ring. It smelled good, felt good. I wanted to do this more. I guess they hadn't expected it, the bullet in their backs. Mom had already been sleeping for some time. One of the women who was with those two men drove for me. She was shivering, covered in mud. A gash in her lip bled down to the chin, and her hair was wet. She didn't like the gun. There were wolves in the treeline, they'd been watching the scuffle. They must be hungry, too.
I lost contact with the woman after reaching the passage. They wouldn't let her on. They let me on. They took my gun, asked me where my father was. The man said he would get me a new one on the other side. He lied to me that day. I knew that no one would ever lie to me again.
The other side was cold, despite the sun and clear sky. We traveled over ice and snow. The mountains held secrets. I made sure I knew them all. Even with the lights, I descended into darkness. A part of me remembered how mom and dad slept. Sometimes, I wanted to sleep, too. But he wouldn't let me.
I came to some time after eating that terrible sandwich, when a man in a grey uniform broke the window on mom's side. He must have wanted mom's necklace, the one with the clear rock, because he tore the buttons on her blouse to get it. She was screaming. Another soldier was slumped forward on the hood, on dad's side. He stared at me with blank eyes, I think he was scared. Dad was outside the car, standing over the soldier. He had a gun in his hand. One of those sidearms, like my colonial miners. He pointed it like them, too. It hurt my ears, as before but I learned to like that sound.
I think we drove for a few days. I really hated the way the wind blew through the broken window. Mom was in the back seat with me, most of the time. She would stroke my hair, and try to hum me to sleep. Sometimes, when the loud noise came back, she wouldn't let go. After, dad's fingers would be white knuckled to the steering wheel. One time, he had a gash on his head, which mom had bandaged. The gun was laying in the passenger seat. I remembered that it looked exactly like the one that Landon had showed me a year before. Sounded like it, too. Thomas never got the chance to hear it that day. I think he would have liked the sound. Landon always said my toys were stupid. I should have shown him instead. But he didn't lie like Thomas had.
I was dizzy, and there was warmth falling in my eye. I picked up the sidearm, pointed it, just like the colonial miners. Just like before. Bang. Bang. Bang. It had more kick than I remembered, made my ears ring. It smelled good, felt good. I wanted to do this more. I guess they hadn't expected it, the bullet in their backs. Mom had already been sleeping for some time. One of the women who was with those two men drove for me. She was shivering, covered in mud. A gash in her lip bled down to the chin, and her hair was wet. She didn't like the gun. There were wolves in the treeline, they'd been watching the scuffle. They must be hungry, too.
I lost contact with the woman after reaching the passage. They wouldn't let her on. They let me on. They took my gun, asked me where my father was. The man said he would get me a new one on the other side. He lied to me that day. I knew that no one would ever lie to me again.
The other side was cold, despite the sun and clear sky. We traveled over ice and snow. The mountains held secrets. I made sure I knew them all. Even with the lights, I descended into darkness. A part of me remembered how mom and dad slept. Sometimes, I wanted to sleep, too. But he wouldn't let me.
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