Out of all the people I've shared the Gospel with, not one of them has ever converted to the faith of Jesus Christ.
I'm not speaking of religious denominations, mind you, but of God-through-Christ and His Word, the Bible. No matter the person whom I inform, no matter how often their eyes go wide and they say, "wow!" After they leave, returning to their daily life, they never change themselves for Christ Jesus.
This is because, in order to be converted to God-in-Christ, a person must first seek Him - seek to be converted. The general heathenistic people whom I casually converse with, teaching them of the Bible in our general conversation, they do not seek Christ. They do not seek Christ when I tell them of His Sacrifice, nor do they seek Christ when I elucidate the Mark of the Beast. They simply don't care. Instead, they choose to watch their television shows, participate in political games, sports games, video games, gossip, and all manner of useless, worldly time-sinks.
It is an extremely frustrating Truth. Even so, the Truth Itself is extremely frustrating at times.
Take for example the inevitable Mark of the Beast. The Corona-lierus, and everything involved with that has been very trying, very depressing. I know what it is, a trial-run for the Mark of the Beast, and I know that it must needs be.
I also know that the downfall of the U.S. Empire is also inevitable. I know that the sins of the people of this country have reached up to God, and He is going to allow sin to destroy the U.S. Empire and its people. Further, I know that my people, the sons and daughters of Japheth whom are the Gentiles (Europeans, whites), are being targeted. I know that Satan is actively seeking to pervert young Japhethite men and women into seeking out foreign tribes. And I know that the school system is a system which teaches these young men and women how to sin - when they should already be given and taken into marriage, their parents having guided them in this (which NO parent does anymore, to their shame).
But alas, the world, the system, is evil. And so, Christians are doomed to live this life surrounded and inundated with mass sin each and every day. This sin, which all are guilty of, is not just the everyday kind of sin which most Christians, even, continually commit (negative thoughts, foul language, dirty jokes, minor lies, hurtful comments). No, but the sin of which I am daily vexed is that which the world is constantly promoting:
Fornication, drug abuse, violence and murder, physical abuse, un-personing, homosexuality, a non-existence of male and female defining characteristics, political intrigues, the non-existence of unique and different cultures, the general perversion of everything that God called good, and lies, lies, and more lies.
I can't stand this fallen world, this fallen system. This is what enrages me about the Truth: I know what the Truth is, and that Truth is that sin must needs be - and there is nothing I can do about it.
No amount of my informing people has changed anything. No amount of the words that I've spoken into the ether has affected anyone's mind enough to convince them. No attempt by me to even save one person - one person! - has ever profited anything.
No, because Salvation is up to each individual person's personal belief. There is nothing I can say, or do, to convince a person who will not be convinced. What madness this Old Fallen Earth is consumed with - I hate it.
Logos Prevailing.
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